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Sunday, December 31, 2006

slamat hari raya haji and happy new year in advance to all!!!

sorry in advance too cuz i doubt i'll be able to reply msges or sent any wishing smses... got my hands n leg tied at boon lay de.. hahas.. so yeahh... happy hols too!! love you all lots.. n may you guys have a great memory of 2006 n make 2007 an even betta year to rmb... =)).. till here adious..


may you comeby.. get a grib... n study what seperates us apart..



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Friday, December 29, 2006

ok firstly.. HAPPY 17TH BDAY TO ALICIA KOH!!!! my sweet lil dunnoe wad.. hahahahas!! anw.. hope you have a great yr ahead.. n tt we'll still be in touch 10 yrs dwn da road.. god.. i cant wait.. monday monday monday!!! muacks.!
and to SHEENA!! HAPPY BELATED 17TH BDAY!!! sorry didnt blog yest la.. so your posting is 1 date later.. anw i hope you enjoy your company with chip!! hehehs.. n yeshh.. may you too have a great yr ahead.. n tt we'll hafta be in touch 10 yrs dwn da road!.. love yas too!!!! muackz!

anw had to go to sch for project discussion yest.. it went on much betta den last week le!! =)) a huge smile for us!!yvonne change her hairstyle.. hahas.. she looks very cute as per usual.. bt i tink her previous hair colour's nicer le.. anw. this hairstyle has a much wider range of colour to it.. eventhough it may look da same.. look closer.. your eyes are playing tricks on you.. hahahs.. anw aft tt the 3 of us head to cine.. we catch a night at da museum.. n you know wad.. the otha 2 actually had watch the show before..bt they just wanna watch agn cuz 1 of them say it was damn nice.. n da otha says she was soo proccupied with some otha stuff tt she didnt manage to watch da show properly.. tsk.. overall.. i'll grade da show3.5/5.. its nice.. n funny! hahahas..dum dum.. i wan my gum gum.. i taught imran tt phrase afta tt n he cant stop laughing!! hahahahs!!! and on the way hme.. i took 16 la.. sooo convenient.. yes.. in da bus gt this couple la.. a malay girl.. n a malay guy.. n da malay guy is soo ful of himself.. my god... he talks n talk n talks.. abt him in dikir barat n how he n some of his mates lose their voices.. which is due to the veery hard training.. tt they lost the overall comp. cuz they are bearly audible.. tsk.. god how can tt girl ever stand him de... its like.. i mean even if the girl is soo darn quiet.. he shld have at least provide some qns for her to ans.. get her involve in conversations..rather den babble all abt himself.. my goodness...

as for today hafta go to babas place with momsie to sent her some stuff tt she pesan dad la.. n more kids were there.. arrhhss.. im soo in love with hakim!! ahahahs.. he looks soo cuteee n adorable.. i just wana pinch his cheecks.. n i can actually sit there for hours just staring at his adorable face.. ahhahahs.. he is only 5 or 6 yrs old for your info.. ahhahs.. anw.. his bro cried cuz he bangs his leg against the metal poles at the stairs la.. so he sat there cryng.. n im like suppose to pujuk him la.. n amalia help out too.. bt everytime we wanna pull him to his feet he move backwards.. n end up tt he was right in front of the toilet! hahahas.. so i find myself saying.. ok you shall go in there *pointing to the toilet* while the rest of us all go there*pointing to the kids room* ahhaahs.. yeah i was kinda mean to him.. bt ouhh wells.. meanness n sarcasm wrks on him! lalala~ aft tt haikal came over to head to jurong tgt.. bro n me gtta help dad to set up da place at boon lay lehhs.. yupps.. i'll be at boon lay for countdwn.. n for raya haji too! sobs.. hahahs.. i suppose its going to be bearable arhhs.. ok im off to bed now.. gtta catch up with some slp.. morns! hehhs..

lesson learn: if you ta'at to kedua of your parent in the early morning.. allah ta'ala will open 2 pintu syurga for you.. and if you only have 1 of the kedue parents left.. den allah ta'ala will open 1 pintu syurga for you.. my goodness... n you just nd to be ta'at to your parents..



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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAS!!!! ouuhhhss.. i soo totally love yarhhs!!!may you have a blessed and merrier life ahead tgt with moi!!!!hahahahs!

ok changed my skin.. it was suppose to welcome the new year kinda thing.. bt i doubt i'll ever have time to do this afta tonight.. so yeah there it goes.. it was boxing's day SOTD... it looks pretty.. with pinkish stuffs.. remind me of my destroyed pink butterfly skin.. which i totally dunno wad happen...

ouhh n and i also actually henna-ed my hand agn today... momsie wasnt please at all.. opps.. sorry! so anw... enjoy the skin alrights!!gtta slp ready.. tmr's sch! tsk...

PS: im suppose to be bed my 1.. lol!



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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

HAPPY BDAY TO BRA N JEANETTE!!!
was out to cs with kak huda w/ some of the homies disagreement.. so theres always da usual stuffs tt suddenly i gtta do before leaving the hse kinda thing.. n also some unusual nagging frm those who arent suppose to be nagging..bt heck la.. out i went.. n kak huda bought this really pretty red dress.. its red RED dres.. do you get me.. hahahas!! bt seriously its really pretty.. i cant stand the sales assisstant there though.. they will follow you arnd like some pest! god!
so anw.. we went to the second lvl for the restroom la.. n god it pays to climb 1 storey higher for the restroom man.. its seriously da most gorgeous restroom i;ve seen soo far.. its equipt with a sofa tt comes with a table.. a whole row(left n right) of make up counter.. tt is fully equipt with facial tissue n a trash bin..hahahs.. god n its damn!! hahahahas!!!! so aft tt we head to pw by mrt... i nd to get food.. before i can buy nething i nd to draw money n i check my acc.. n im soo freaking happy.. cuz finally pay's in!!!! yay!!!! lalala~ so i bought the choco fudge cake frm prima deli.. n proceed to buy the food.. n then i decided to walk back hme..

i learn smtg today.. loong walk is good for horrible stomach cramps!.. hehhs.. ohh yesh.. n im off drugs.. so da nxt practical thing acc to kak huda was to eat banana.. n eventhough i ate bananas almost everyday in sch.. i dun feel like eating them.. LOL! so da results of it.. she receives da super cranky nadirah today.. sorry!! well tt was also due to the homies la..! god!!-ok i shall nt blame on anyone except for myself!

lesson learn today: if you use your akal to control your nafsu n manage to do great things out of it... you'll be better then malaikat.. cuz malaikat only gt akal.. so if we totally neglect the nafsu we're like malaikat.. n if we only follow our nafsu w/o using the akal.. we're worst then animal.. due to the greed in us.. eg animal only kill enough for them to eat.. bt as for us.. 1 ekor ayam nt enough.. if can we'll go abt stealing the whole lorry of it..



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Saturday, December 23, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!!! i feel old!!! hahaahs..

finally have a break frm helpin dad..so heres an update of wads been happening to me...
on sunday.. dad.. bro.. n me.. went to set up at serangoon.. in da rain.. tsk.. bt we hafta move on la.. cuz we're already short of time.. so anw.. we're all practically drench when everythings finally done.. n aH was MEAN to me ok.. he saw me hammering n he say dun hammer there n ask me to hammer somewhere else to stabilise the table la.. den as he walk away he say tuu pun nak kena ajar.. WTH!!!! grrr!!! so afta tt we rush back hme.. changed.. fetch mom n immy n met the rest at sakura to celebrate momsie's bday... =)) .. n i sooo truely enjoyed the desserts betta den the meal.. hahahas!!! it always happen in such a way huhhs.. LOL.. ohh and.. im off sushi till smone can guarentee the sushis have not been over wasabi-ed.. yucks.. i hate wasabi.. weird huhhs.. bt well tts me la...

mon: help dad at the stall... it rained.. bt alhamdulillah there was still some crowd arnd... was stuck there.. n ainal n his whole family had there shoes off.. n soaking their feed into the diluted mud water.. i was soo much luckier cuz i had grabbed some cardboard.. n dad helped me get moree!!! LOL!!! hmm.. da day ended wet!..

tues.. same thing.. its like a routine.. helped dad agn.. it was worse then mon.. it rained for the whole damn day... there wasnt much of ppl.. n we ended up totally soaked with rain water.. n i was literally shivering upon reaching the void deck.. tsk.. n i tot we're all going to fall ill la.. bt alhamdullilah agn.. none of us were ill.. just weak.. ouhh n mom made hot cocoa for us.. hees =))

weds: hafta head to sch in the morn for project meeting.. for bio.. we're all soo damned stressed la.. gt picts.. bt dunno how to place it.. gt info bt dunno how to match it with picts.. gt papers.. bt dunno how to make use of all of it.. sighhs.. so anw.. we try to do stuffs slowly.. n we were gone at 4.. with planings to meet up agn the upcoming weds.. so travel too amk by mrt.. thinking tt the bus station was as per usual right next to the bus interchange. i was soo wrong.. sian.. gtta walk n walk n walk.. n i finally found it.. tsk.. so took a bus there n go to dad's shop.. n was there in no time.. so i was there n alhamdulliah.. the crowd was soo much betta le.. n it only rain for a moment.. n da rest of the day the sun shines brightly..bro came down too cuz we nd to shift the stuffs la.. then he was soo cute n funny.. haaa.. den i kinda make him ps le.. hmms.. i felt bad afta tt.. blahss.. hahahahs... so anw.. i was irritated n pissed.. n my mood was sooo fragile tt night.. cuz i suppose i was really freaking tired.. so anw.. we were at the new place till 4 plus.. n reached hme at abt 5am.. n i actually got a scolding frm dad cuz i fell aslp while he was driving.. tsk! how mean! cant stand him smtyms..

thurs: dad's shop closes!! break time for us! so went to tm with momsie n immy.. to shop.. i got 2 tops n 2 bottoms for nearly 200bucks.. all at the same shop.. ahahhas... so anw.. gt this really flowery top which is kinda silky.. n kinda cute.. n i ouhh soo totally love it! hahaas.. n of cuz i gt it.. LOL.. n we bought the honey sticks.. n we then we walked arnd the psr mlm there.. weird huhhs.. like dun have enuff of psr mlm like tt.. ahahs.. bt boi opened a stall there so we just drop by.. the mat recognise us.. n so does the filipino lady.. hahas.. they're soo cute! hahahs..n we're off hme.. n dad receives a hamper frm Luan seng.. n he opened it to feed immy the cheesey cheese balls.. bt he somehow refuse to eat those.. so.. we ended up eating it.. LOL!!!

fri: ro brought hme goong!! hahas.. yeash the princess hours.. he took frm amalia.. bleahhs... so anw spent my aftnoon watching tt.. den meet yisin to collect the present frm her.. n shop for the rest's presents too.. hope the like it.. it was kinda a last minute shop.. soo sorry la i hardly gt time off even for myself le... so anw.. afta tt went hme.. drop off some stuff.. the tortoise tt yisin gave me was soo cute!! god immy fell in love with it.. n he even give up his bantal busuk for it le!! ahahahs..n i finally get to meet my 4 darlings.. eventhough had such a short meetiing with yisin.. im contented..=) had dinner at swensens.. n the guy.. firdaus always gtta serve us..hahahahs.. n we ate n chat alot!! theres like just sooo much to talk abt.. n everyone of them were looking great! n i soo miss them dearly!! eunice gtta go off early for her dumpling eating ceremony.. hahahas... so me sheena n fizah went to walk arnd for a lil while before settling dwn at starbucks.. slack there.. before we're off home.. it was a brief meeting.. bt im happy tt we even had this dinner.. love you guys till bits..

are you sure this wont turn back things.. god.. you're such an arse you know tt...



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Sunday, December 17, 2006

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cia is da decent one..
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im da decent one.. bleahs..
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smiles..
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screams!!! siaos liaoss..
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rc ladies..
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points to sha..
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i threw those darts!! pretty impressive huhhs!! hahahah
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dart-ing!!
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look at the darts above our heads.. we eah threw one of those..ahhahas... as if..
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pout!
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check out the candle!!
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cia n me...
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kissess...
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sha n me!!!=)))
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my batch.. =))
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at the 'reception'.. hahas..
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sha's all tense... end of story...

muacks to all...



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i really gtta blog.. ahahahs.. so on thurs afta the miserable 1 hour of lecture.. the 12 of us went to ang mo kio central to have our lunch at pizza hut.. our dearest sangeeta treat us to the lunch de.. hahahas.. lucky the pizza hut wasnt pack at all la.. cuz we made sooo much noise.. took photo's like nobody's business.. n we cld almost not finished the food sia.. everyone was dreading the last few pieces of pizza so in the end i ended up cutting it into bite size n distribute it to the ppl.. n seri was super duper funny i cant stop luffing.. she wanna wash her hands.. n there's a restroom with the signage for handicapped... seri went ther n walk back to the table w/o entering.. everyone were like huhh why nvr go??.. seri's reply: ouhh.. tu org cacatnyer toilet arh.. we were all luffing like siao.. den we're like masuk je larhhs... tts da only toilet available mahhs.. n shidah gtta add on... kau masuk je la.. lagipun kan kau org cacat!! HAHAHAHAs... my god.... LOL!!! so aft tt we took more photos.. n went we're outside take summore.. this time take a snap with colnel.. is tt how you spell tt KFC old guyy.. hahahas.. den we walk arnd la.. n then at the starhub shop.. jue n shidah was outside la.. puffing.. tsk!! den gt this lil girl la.. she sat nxt to this 2 cha bo.. n just look at them.. staring infact.. ahahha... den aft tt shidah bth ready.. so she stood up n walk away arhhs.. then tt lil girl go folow jue arnd.. ahahhas.. jue move to the left she also move to the left.. den kimmi wanna take photo of tt girl n jue.. den say jue your daughter n stuff.. damn funny... diff colour.. cannot be her daughter.. hahahah.. so anw.. shidah suddenly find her adorable.. so go n take a photo with her.. den the mother came out le!! hahahahas.. bt she was nicee... n so we snap summore pict with her!! haahhaahs...

as for yest.. went to sch supposedly for 2 hours of lecture.. bt in the end i just go dwn for the project discussion.. afta tt ciao hme.. was feeling super duper lethargic.. seriously bth... at hme cont watching my lovely sam soon.. hehhs.. n meet cia at the bus stop before heading to the pub.. met khairul on the way there.. i was like is this him.. eerrr.. so in da end we ended up staring... like wad sia... den i just ask lorhh.. masih kenal ke tak.. wad a lame qns la.. HAHAHAH... bt at least i didnt make such a bad impression of myself rightt.. da staring girl.. blahs... so afta tt we walked..n walked.. n walked summore... it was far la... almost nvr ending.. bt aft tt i rmb tt sha said it was at a pub.. so i saw 1 den cia hrd sha's voice n so we found the place!! hahahas.. n pub was super deserted arhhs.. like gt nobody there like tt... ahhaha..bt good mahhs.. so we cld have the whole place for ourselves.. ahhahas.. finallie met sha agn!! n not frgtting alicia too la.. then cassy was there too.. bt the rest of her batch nvr come lehhs.. sighhss.. ohh n greg was there too.. n same thing he's da sole one frm his batch.. bt tts ok.. there was a pool table.. n a dart throwing section.. n not frgtting a machine game too.. hahahs... tt machine game was EROTIC!! hahahahahhas!!!! n so we bbqed our food.. took photos.. played pool.. =)) throw darts.. den got this indian men there la.. they gave us a mini lesson on how to play the darts le.. ahhahas.. n tt wei liang.. taught me n cia how to throw 3 darts at once.. hehhs... da night was pretty... bt gt no stars.. n so we had candy canes too!! hehhs.. so yeahh overall it was indeed a nice night.. sha was super exhausted at the end of the night.. all the effort organising this event.. its finally over.. n we enjoyed ourselves.. =)) ohh yeah.. picts are up nxt!! enjoy!!!



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Thursday, December 14, 2006

well today wasnt such a badde day except for the fact tt we gt only a B for 1082's ICA.. sighness.. bt otha then tt its pretty alrite.. bibik no longer arnd.. the whole family seems more slack le!! hahahahas... everyone realises tt.. if not we'll one by one enter momsie's room.. cuz tts da only place tt bibik cant enter.. LOL!! so anw.. aft maghrib momsie n me went to pw.. actually wanna go arnd to shop la..budden we lft the hse soo late.. so just shop for the most essential stuff which is the huge container tt dadsie nds.. aft tt we went to starbucks to get a drink... before ciaoing hme.. n da taxi stand was sooo packed.. tt we decided to walk down to the bus stop there to catch a cabby there.. bt just by luck a taxi came out frm the carpark.. n so we hailed.. -WE ARE CHEATERS!!! hahahahs..

we're gonna be xchanging xmas gifts tmr.. woow.. wonder who's gonna be da lucky person to get mine de.. ahhahaahs... it'll be sooo cute larhhs.. hahahah.. bt anw..i spent quite sometime wrapping it up ok.. so betta be GENTLE!!! if not arhhs... ntg will happen larhhs.. ahahhahas.. ohh n i soo cant wait.. tmr we're gonna be having lunch at pizza hut!! lalala~ all12 of us.. =)))))

n im talking to this guy who is making me recall abt all the fun times during netball.. n tt special occasion of hockey... god.. tt was indeed such a loong time sehhs.. haiis.. miss those times like nuts. i wonder if i can still catch n throw tt ball as good as before not.. skali bcum buttered fingers ready... wahh i'll cry sia... n da hockey tt was being played on stage.. my goodness.. luff like some mad ppl.. the luffing alone is enough to drain us all our energy sehhs.. hahahahas... n of cuz not frgtting the screamings!!! bleahs... alrite enuff for tonight.. or shld i say morning.. nights ppl..



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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

got to know my bio results.. alhamdullillah i gt a B.. not so bad la.. bt i will still cont to strive for tt A.. i wan an A somewhere this time.. n im soo proud of seri!! she gt a B too!!! she managed to pull up her socks soo high to be even with me sia!! ahahah...

so anw.. momsie told bibik tt she is to pack her stuff cuz tmr momsie's gonna sent her back to the agent.. well at first it was due to the problem that she talks too much about her ability to see the other alam.. n scare the wits out of us.. budden as time past.. she grew attached to us.. n thus both momsie n bibik broke down while momsie spill the news to her.. sighhness.. lucky i was away in sch.. if not i tink im gonna shred more tear then them.. but it wasnt only abt tt.. the agent too had some admin prob.. n thus we gtta sent her back n wait till the admin prob is settled before we can receive da oth bibik tt momsie had picked out.. ouuhh.. my heart hurts you know.. siigghhs.. well hopefully te agent will be able to get her a new employer who isnt mean to her la.. and as for us.. we'll be at a lost somehow.. theres no one to help do all da super strainous wrk at dad's stall.. no one to poke a joke out... siigghhs...

im not ready to face tmr.. will you be here right nxt to me holding my hand n walk me through??!!



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Sunday, December 10, 2006

bio pract was alrite.. da theory was hell though.. n i got mixed up for 1 of the model.. MY VERY FIRST MODEL!!! tsk.. i tink i shld do zaki's model first then i might have a betta chance of answering correctly for tt model sia.. its da stupid superior vena cava.. bt cuz they took out the heart n left an empty space there n then i stunt ready.. siighh.. bt when i reach the very last qns which is zaki's qns i can happily put inferior vena cava sia.. my goodness.. i seriously dunno wads wrong with me de.. so anw.. we strted on our bio ICA's discussion ready the whole discussion when on well with us sneakin into an unbooked discussion room.. hahaha.. like some illegal immigrants like tt.. hahaha... n i was sooo very tired tt i almost fall aslp during psycho lect.. bt i didnt!! instead i strted drawing n drawing.. ahhahaas... ohhh n i was ohh soo very pissed off at tt damn asshole cha bo.. i mean wTF!!! how cld she sia.. DAMN ASS!!! grrr... betta not say anything else.. later got group conflict i'll die.. anw im sure sangeeta all surely feel irritated eventhough they dun really show it.. godd... such an asshole...

so anw.. i head to pasir ris with seri n zaki.. then afta they got their stuffs they head to downtown east.. the 2 go paktor... thenn.. they sooo suay haikal n khair tt gang also was there sia!! ahhaaha...i tink celebrate khair's bday..ahahah.. bt seri told me in such a funny way.. i was luffing like some siao cha bo sia.. so i stayed behind to help dad la..

n then it keep on tripping sia.. soo suay le.. n tt mother fucker's place was making soo much noise everytime our place got trip.. asshole.. they were like making joyious sound.. ass.. so anw.. still gt da damn fucking big cheek to actually wanna have a decent conversation with me.. ohh get lost fucker.. you out of all ppl... slowly in the dark killing us all one by one.. haiis.. anw.. i didnt know taking over cik din was damn stressing sia.. ahahahhas... seriously.. you gtta like tak boleh salah like tt.. hahaa... bt heck la... and then guess wad.. abg lan actually say im sombong..-note he told me straight in my face with a serious tone- wad the hell rights... then say cuz i very long nvr talk to him.. bull la.. i mean how the hell am i suppose to rights.. grrr.. im like busy with sch n stuffs.. not frgtting imran's immune system is low agn.. siggghhhhhhhhhhs...

on a brighter note.. sch's term break in a week's time.. bbq in 6 days time.. mom had refuse for a chalet.. bt i'll try to talk her out of it.. hmmm my pay!!! hahahahahahahahs... god i soo cant wait for it... hmms.. ohh n i met kak dayah on thurs!! ahhahas... god i miss her soo much.. n kak salmah.. i tink only she can safe herself nobody elsee... siighh.. n rajah still disturbing ppl.. lols... n theres tammy too.. ahahhas.. she teaching new staff.. soo cute sia.. alrite till here.. dad's gonna be back soon..

presenting the freakos..
dori = common cold freak.. puffer fish =thyroid disease freak.. and theres also the obesity freak.. wahahahas!!!

*have i really change tt much.. i dun tink i have my dearr.. i seriously dun tink soo..



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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

ok im fucking irritated sia by this 2 dumbarse.. first they added me on msn tgt.. n strted talking at abt the same damn time.. n were asking abt the same damn things.. n still gt da cheek to say they dunno each other.. how cld it be sooo god damn conincidental for practically EVERYTHING SIA!!!... stupid shit.. so anw i simply blocked n deleted them.. lalala~

anw i passed my skills!! yayness.. i was hoping tt i have done much betta for my papers though!! i thought i'll be able to attained tt B+ sia.. haiishh.. so anw i was god determined to do super well for the skills.. tt i supposedly must have over stress myself cuz i cldnt concentrate at all during da practices i had with ter ter n lau... n suddenly bcame super gan jiong.. n almost everything turn upside dwn.. so i took my books n notes to the 'surau' there n perform my zohor n calm myself dwn.. alhamdullillah i was feeling much betta n was able to think rationally during the skills la.. except for the stupid dr's order. she caught me twice on both the skills not remembering da god damn dr's order.. sigghhss!!!. bt im soo happy tt i nvr kena da med. i might flung it sia! haiis.. so anw.. ter ter n prassy also passed along with me.. only hoi yan didnt make it thru.. i think if she had practise even a lil bit she cld have at least passed the skills man.. so anw.. i kena staplers n got i did it w/o much hiccups except for the fact tt i accidentally lift one of the clean forcep out of the sterile field.. n then i go n put it back in the sterile field.. otha den tt i did perfectly well.. =) smiles for me....

ohh n i PASSED MY PSYCHOLOGY TOO!!!! wahahahaha!!! didnt do well though.. of cuz la.. bt i suppose serve me rights.. n ZAKI need to be slapped by me!! hahahaha he gt 70 le for strting studying on tt day itself.. perferto!! grrrr.... so today we head to the resource room cuz our bio pract is this cuming thurs.. wahahahs... SCARYY!!!! n for psycho tut just now we were suppose to go arnd asking ppl some qns.. so me n kim actually sat dwn at lvl 3.. n i called nisa n ask her thru the phone all da qns.. n she n her friends ansed dem for me!! hahahaha.. sooo funny.. n on top of tt she actually answered me based on a particular theory which we were suppose to learn base on the studies of these questionaires.. hahahaha... soo funn!! n me n kim were luffing our arse out LAA.. ahhahah...

ouuh n then mom wanna bring immy to the barber today so since she promised him his power ranger figurine.. we go look for them at isetan at pw.. n then the barber there was damn packed... n then we when out n they already wanna close so mom say we'll go tmr.. n we went to starbucks.. god.. i miss the frap there man.. dunno how loong nvr go pw ready.. n thus no chance of getting those frap.. n bro got smtg sooooo super chocolatey!! overall it taste good.. hehs.. n he wanna grab some dvds... so acc him lorhhs.. before we all head hme..

i cant wait for the 15th!! 17th!! n 25th!!! wahahahahs... DEC DEC DEC!!!

nga nin jo che tai!!



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Sunday, December 03, 2006

yest we only had a n hour of sch.. great huhhs??!! damn lame larrhhss.. lolss.. so anw afta tt head hme slack for a lil while before following dad to hougang.. n the botak was non stop singing song for me lehhs!!! my god.. so wad lorhhs.. deni faster go hide.. LOL!! siaaos!! so anw it was a tOTAL boreee at first.. den i met jia wei!!! or however you spell his name.. he was sooo cute la... goodness.. den he go play with da chinese prayer stuffies.. den got the black papers den he go pick those up n crush n watch as da paper 'dissolves'... n then he come over n say he cut his hand.. den when cik lun wana put plaster for him he DUN WAN!! LOL!! soo funny.. n afta tt he go to n play da road side.. my god tt lil boi arhhs.. n AH was too engrossed with his generator to be bothered by his son...tsk..bt anw.. i carry him away to botak!! LOL!! let tt guy handle this lil kiddie.. ahahhahaz...then AH actually shouted at tt lil boi sia.. hahaha.. kinda serve him right arhhs.. budden agn he is indeed a LIL boi.. aiiyyooo..

ohh yaa.. n i actually witness a really great lampu kelap-kelip thx to AH n AS!!! hahahahahhahas!!! n their generator!! LOL!!! n that abg lan actually came over to the stall lehhs.. n he didnt tegur me.. WTH.. n afta tt den he kindly msg me saying he was there JUST NOW... GOD.. like whats da use of telling ppl you WERE there..

anw anw.. skills is on mon... i tink i'll skip helping dad tmr n really focus for skills... I WAN TT DISTINCTION!!! i tink i did pretty alrite for da theorie.. n so i wann tt damn distinction!!! aarrgghhh pls let me get tt distinction!! so anw wish me luck gtg ready.. tatas ppl..

I SOOO CANT WAIT FOR THE BBQ!!! =)))!!!!



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Friday, December 01, 2006

sch was a blast.. we only gt 2 hrs of lesson.. LOL.. bt tts wasting my time right.. cuz da journey alone take 3 hrs to n fro.. LOL.. im repeating this sentence for over a gazillion times i know.. LOL!!

so anw yest had psycho paper.. it was a total disaster!! seriously.. dah la i can barely understand the whole damn thingie.. n da qns actually twist n turn to make us even more pening.. sooo irritating sia... so afta tt me n sangeeta went for a shopping therapy to relieve our stress.. before tt i actually go thru with her the med stuffs for 1037... aaarrrrgggghhhhhzzz!!!!!!!! its on mon de!!! n carie actually gta a distinction for it.. I ALSO WAN!!!! LOL!!! sighnees... plss dun let me get suctioning or oxygen!! i'll hafta like talk non stop n probably my hands will stop wrking cuz my mouth is moving too much.. sigh sigh sighh!!!

so anw everythings really fine now.. except for all da papers n practs i gtta sit for nxt week.. n eermms.... I CANT WAIT FOR THE BBQ!!! i knoe both sha & cia cant wait for it too.. arrgghhhss cant wait to meet mrs anne tan agn too!!! hahahahahh!!!

im waiting... im waiting.... im waiting.....



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